Friday, December 30, 2005


The last working day of the year 2005 is here. Today also happens to be my first day in this new department. I shifted my cubicle today to a different building. Don’t know, it is a very weird feeling. I guess it is the basic nature of man to resist any change, somehow I feel I was more comfortable with people I knew and the work I was familiar with. Now, all of a sudden, I feel like coming out to a pricking sunlight after staying for almost 2 years in a cozy dark cave.
My career has taken a sharp turn all of sudden. All these days, I was a plain naïve application programmer. From now on, my work will shift to a consultancy mode. I am confused. I was happy as an application developer. All I did was design the program with the help of a senior and code it. Now my responsibility is to propose solution to the client, document the proposal, get it approved, co-ordinate offshore-onsite work. Hmmm, sounds all hi-fi but do I want to do it? The answer is I don’t know. And I don’t have a choice anyways if I am adamant on onsite. So why think about whether I want to do it or not? At present, I have consoled myself saying that I always wanted to go into marketing area in the future, which is nothing but client interaction. May be the upcoming project will give me the required exposure to know if I belong there.
A tough path is ahead of me. I will be sent as a brand expert in one of the portal products. But the truth is I don’t even know how to spell the product name. Upon that, I will be in a new place, new country and new culture. The location shift means I need to go alone leaving back my kith n kin. That means this decision of mine will affect my personal life as well (for better or not, I need to wait n watch to know it).But I guess, I am up for the challenge. I am looking forward to it though there is lot of apprehension.
This New Year is about to bring a lot of new things along. There could be few surprises as well in the package. Let 2006 rejuvenate my body and soul!!!!

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

There is something about Capricorn Men

Today is Salman Khan's birthday! Happy Birthday Salman wherever you are. There is something alluring about capricorn men. I am a big fan of the following capris

Salman Khan (of course)
Rahul Dravid
Swami Vivekananda

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

An Off Day!

Its been a bugging day! Some days are off days without reason. But I do have a reason today to feel so bugged and bored to death. I am out of the project I was into, and I am absolutely jobless since morning.
It is funny, all the year you wait for days when u dont have any work at office, but then it gets very boring without work too. Life is like that!
Upon that, so many things look uncertain. Not really sure where my life is heading to. Dont know what to prioritize and what not to. The biggest unanswered question has been "What do i want in life?".

Thursday, November 03, 2005

Hi

I have written in the past in my diaries, but had so much difficulty to find a place at home where noone could find it . I dont have a great vocabulary in English nor language for that matter. I have mostly written in my mother tongue which is apparently not English :). Hence, I have always been hesitant to blog over the net. I have opened blog accounts couple of times but did not continue after a couple of postings. This time, I hope I dont end up doing the same.
One of my hobbies is thinking. Yeah, I call it a hobby because I enjoy doing it. I love my solitude which helps me think clearly and the thoughts that are churned out show me the way to live my life .