Sleepless in "Shi"cago

Erghhhhh...It's past 3 AM here and I haven't had a single minute of sleep (ya I slept at 2AM agreed but I should have been asleep within 10-14 minutes, considering its already late). Goddamn! a few random thoughts are just bombarding my mind one after another.....thoughts about love, affection, life, sex, mistakes, past, future, unfulfilled needs, wants, passions, disappointments, friendships, relationships, failures, frustrations, desperations, society, helplessness and what not.

Staying at home all day long without any work is not what i chose to do. It has been enforced upon me. Believe me, staying on bench and not having to go to office is never a great idea when you want to escape life's hardships!!

Will try to get some sleep now that I have blogged it out...ufff...sigh!!

Forgiveness

It is said that the greatest virtue of humankind is forgiveness..I am not so much worried about forgiveness for others...I am clueless about how to forgive myself from a very long time.