Sunday, March 09, 2008

Meaning of Life...

I watched this beautiful movie online this afternoon called Arth. This movie was released back in 1982 and is directed by Mahesh Bhatt. I dont know if this movie ever got aired on television before. Though, it was emotionally draining, I must admit, I am glad I saw a movie which is so well made and so much ahead of its times.

Anyways, the movie raises so many questions so relevant not just for me, but for today's world, the world full of insecurities, betrayals, break ups and instant gratifications. The biggest question of them all is life itself.

What is life? Why or how do you want to live it?
Can life be lead without anyone?
Is your life fulfilled if you get married, build a house and raise offsprings?
Can you ever live a life sans the society and people?
Is your life about finding that one thing that you are passionate about?
Is life about being ignorant and hence happy?
Is life about compromises?
Is life about finding one reason to live for?

I hope someone helps me find an answer for this question called life.

Friday, January 04, 2008

Sleepless in "Shi"cago

Erghhhhh...It's past 3 AM here and I haven't had a single minute of sleep (ya I slept at 2AM agreed but I should have been asleep within 10-14 minutes, considering its already late). Goddamn! a few random thoughts are just bombarding my mind one after another.....thoughts about love, affection, life, sex, mistakes, past, future, unfulfilled needs, wants, passions, disappointments, friendships, relationships, failures, frustrations, desperations, society, helplessness and what not.
Staying at home all day long without any work is not what i chose to do. It has been enforced upon me. Believe me, staying on bench and not having to go to office is never a great idea when you want to escape life's hardships!!

Will try to get some sleep now that I have blogged it out...ufff...sigh!!

Thursday, January 03, 2008

Forgiveness

It is said that the greatest virtue of humankind is forgiveness..I am not so much worried about forgiveness for others...I am clueless about how to forgive myself from a very long time.